Bullshit!

It's all bullshit!
What do we think we are doing?
Where do we think we are going?
WHO do we think we're fooling?

We lie to ourselves everyday to trick ourselves into thinking
it's ok.
Then we lie to each other (as if we really don't know the truth) so that everyone else thinks we're ok.

What a joke...

And I have participated for far too long.
Hating it all the while.
No really, I fucking hate it.

Everyone who knows me, knows that I don't hold punches
But the truth is...
I do.

ALL THE TIME!!

If I said HALF of the shit I really think I would be dead by now
or severely maimed.
No one would put up with it.

Most don't put up with it now.
Or at least they fake there frustration well.
Again... more lies...

B U L L S H I T !!!
It's all bullshit.
And we like it!!

Because we're full of it.

Rotten, lying, thieving, filthy, butt-crack clinging, acne faced, soul scared, cancer filled, fat mother frackers.

And we are scared of ourselves.

Not because of what we might do
but because of what we know we are to damn weak to do.

Stand up, pull up our pants, and tell ourselves NO!!
NO MORE!!
NO MORE BULLSHIT!!
NO MORE LIES!!
NO MORE, ME, ME, ME, ME, ME, ME, MEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEEEEE!!!

And the truth is , we are too weak.
We have no hope of ever pulling it off...ever!!
So most give up, and give in.
Or delude themselves with some kind of "BULLSHIT" soul searching blather.
Some religious, peitistic, slack jawed, love-yer-brother nonsense
It only leads to more lies and self deception.

And then... there is truth...
Yeah let's not talk about that...
It doesn't exist right?
W R O N G !!

It's true.. truth is true... like it or not.
And it comes like a raging fire to judge you right where you stand.
To put you in your place and stop all your lies..
And BULLSHIT.

Because you can't lie to truth
Because you can't hide from truth
Because you can't run from truth

It finds you, and peels you like an onion
And sticks you on the grill until your golden brown
Then it eats you like so many greasy cheeseburgers
And it loves you...

It loves you.

Did you know that?