Bullshit!

It's all bullshit!
What do we think we are doing?
Where do we think we are going?
WHO do we think we're fooling?

We lie to ourselves everyday to trick ourselves into thinking
it's ok.
Then we lie to each other (as if we really don't know the truth) so that everyone else thinks we're ok.

What a joke...

And I have participated for far too long.
Hating it all the while.
No really, I fucking hate it.

Everyone who knows me, knows that I don't hold punches
But the truth is...
I do.

ALL THE TIME!!

If I said HALF of the shit I really think I would be dead by now
or severely maimed.
No one would put up with it.

Most don't put up with it now.
Or at least they fake there frustration well.
Again... more lies...

B U L L S H I T !!!
It's all bullshit.
And we like it!!

Because we're full of it.

Rotten, lying, thieving, filthy, butt-crack clinging, acne faced, soul scared, cancer filled, fat mother frackers.

And we are scared of ourselves.

Not because of what we might do
but because of what we know we are to damn weak to do.

Stand up, pull up our pants, and tell ourselves NO!!
NO MORE!!
NO MORE BULLSHIT!!
NO MORE LIES!!
NO MORE, ME, ME, ME, ME, ME, ME, MEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEEEEE!!!

And the truth is , we are too weak.
We have no hope of ever pulling it off...ever!!
So most give up, and give in.
Or delude themselves with some kind of "BULLSHIT" soul searching blather.
Some religious, peitistic, slack jawed, love-yer-brother nonsense
It only leads to more lies and self deception.

And then... there is truth...
Yeah let's not talk about that...
It doesn't exist right?
W R O N G !!

It's true.. truth is true... like it or not.
And it comes like a raging fire to judge you right where you stand.
To put you in your place and stop all your lies..
And BULLSHIT.

Because you can't lie to truth
Because you can't hide from truth
Because you can't run from truth

It finds you, and peels you like an onion
And sticks you on the grill until your golden brown
Then it eats you like so many greasy cheeseburgers
And it loves you...

It loves you.

Did you know that?

God Doesn't Need

God doesn't need anything from us

He doesn't need our piety
He doesn't need our penance
He doesn't need our defense
He doesn't need our fucking rosary
He doesn't care about our "INNER PEACE"
or our journey to Mecca on our knees

He doesn't need our words
He doesn't need our intelligence
He doesn't need our reasoning
He doesn't need our logic
He doesn't care about our bullshit religion
or our seventy seventh alter call

What put the idea in our stupid little brains
That somehow, someway, we could make our own way home
That we could earn our passage through the gates of heaven
That an ounce of human righteousness could amount to anything
It's not only ridiculous, it's offensive!


all we need to do is repent and surrender without condition
all we need to do is believe with the faith You have given us
all we need to do is receive the love that only You can convey

Thank you God that you offer forgiveness, reconciliation, and redemption

Thank you Father for Your Son
Thank You Jesus for the Spirit
Holy Trinity, Three in One

If we fall down on our knees and pray, He'll make us Gold.

And then He will show us His face
And then He will show us His face
And then He will show us His face

If I could just swing higher
I could catch you
I could touch you
and not get burned
I could bring you back
and keep you with me
always

If you could just shine longer
I could know you better
I could listen harder
and hear what you are saying
I could take those words
and keep them with me
always

But you must go back home
To the sleep of darkness
to the home of others
and shine on them too
So they can listen and know you
better

Shine on me now
and warm me to the core
radiate your love on me
and sing to my heart
and I will do my best to love you
always

Colors
I see you..
Hiding in the sun
Lurking in the cool morning light
There you are!!
I think you are beautiful

Colors
I feel you
Touching my spirit
Spraying my skin with cool
I think you are delicious

Colors
I hear you
Singing in my ear
Softly kissing the air
I think you are beyond me